This song by The Glorious Unseen doesn't really express how I'm feeling right now - but is beautiful, and expresses exactly how I've felt on many, many occasions.
Thought I'd post it here in case it fits where you are.
God of the broken, God of the weak
Be a light in my darkness.
Breathe life into me.
Father, come speak your truth.
I offer my life, I give it to you.
Lord, take from me all my unbelief.
Where are you when I feel alone?
When I try to find arms
that are strong enough to hold,
all that I am and ever will be,
I give unto you, my Jesus, my king.
God of all comfort,
I'm wrecked and I'm torn.
Would you use me in weakness?
Would you speak to this storm?
All that you are is all that I need.
Father, release yourself please.
My spirit is at war with a dark enemy.
Oh Lord, will you come breathe life into me?